THE UGLY TRUTH

Love can be so ugly sometimes the uglier and nastier it is the deeper you know your in love its so hard to love someone when they are at they are at their worst thats real love sickness anger hate vomit blood even shit its real and scary as hell love isnt just tokens and love notes its on a grander scale than all that its being there when you don’t even think you can stomach whats happening, its holding on so tightly even when your going at one another wit rage in your eyes,its finding each other even when you’ve lost sight of everything you’ve planned and pushing when u don’t have anything left all to just hold your hand at the end of the day to feel your pulse so my heart can beat again your existance is my life line when its gone theres no more me and that’s greatest bond you can have for another person I live for our love god made me specifically for you and he created you just for me

I was watching you sleep last night I studied every curve of your face the way your lips pucker together how your nose twitches slightly
Your gorgeous slight grey hair and all
I couldn’t love anyone more
I couldn’t picture anyone else in your place
I just Need you to know that if anything ever happened
I would take the image of your face with me to the next life time
Till i find you again

"April Breeze "

I remember that spring
The cycle’s change warmed the weather
Just as I began to freeze
I was drained emotionally
Drifting from one distraction to another
With out regard for any of them
Then that warm gentle April breeze came in
Melting away the chips of ice little by little
He was more present to me than my own vision in the mirror
His voice more transcendently soothing
With each word he uttered
That spring I fell in love with somewhat of an apparition
Apparition to the rest of the world, but to I
As the flowers started to bloomed for the springs warmth
I grew shedding all of the cold epidermis I had buried myself in
I was left bare almost broken
Succumbing to all the pain and anguish I had hidden from
Within my ice storm
Feeling the Aprils warm winds for the first time
This halo esc glow with in his dark eyes
Pierced right through me understanding every thought
With out words
I was Given Life when
That Gorgeous April Light shown through My February’s ShatteringCold
It began with YOU